For as long as I can remember I've always felt this void in my life. The last month has been hard for me, just because meantally I'm coming to terms with all of my life, as of now. That before I would just bottle up and store away. I wouldn't say I had a normal childhood, but then again so many kids are going through the exact stuff my sisters and I went through. The alcoholism is still clinging onto my father, which is why I think I have yet to have closure. You would never think having a parent as an alcholic could effect someone so much. But sadly I've allowed it too. My family seems 'cursed' with addiction. Slowly one by one they are pulling away from it. And finally I can say I am coming to terms with it! I have a wonderful family. Even though some maybe addicts, that has never come between our love for each other.
I have so many people to thank. I don't even think most of you know you have impacted my life. But you have! So, thank you all for making a difference in my life. Building my relationship with God has definitely filled the void. And just being apart of something great (D Tru, Royal Family and my personal family) has also helped lift me out of my life long funk. Thank you Jesus! With God all things are possible! My life is the proof!
Much Love Always!
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